Only 7? Cool!


Who knew? I guess we all did probably, but man, are they hard to remember. Then you’ve got the 10 Commandments, and the 7 Deadly Sins. Yikes! There’s a lot to keep in mind.

In my experience, these seven rules work pretty well. Fairly simple to write down and post on Pinterest, I guess, but not so easy to live by. For me, one of the hardest is #5 – Don’t compare your life to others, comparison is the thief of joy. That is just so true it glows. Facebook and Instagram make that rule even harder than it ever was to keep a handle on. Those two bandits sneak right in and grab your happiness so quick it defies logic. Look how much fun (money, sex, family, friends, whatever) everyone’s having – what’s wrong with me?

The truth is they’re probably not having that much fun or whatever, either, but if they really are, good for them! Has nothing to do with me. Unless it’s someone I know and care about and I can be happy for their happiness or good fortune, those happy, shiny people photos don’t mean a single thing to me in my life at all.

I went to the doc yesterday for a 6-month check-up and it didn’t really go that well. My blood pressure is through the roof again, I’ve gained a little bit of weight and my cholesterol and triglycerides are climbing again. I feel okay and have been doing well mentally and emotionally the past few weeks, but the numbers don’t lie, and I’m going to have to do something about it. That just really p*sses me off, cuz I had been doing really well with all that stuff, and now here it is again. I. Can’t. Catch. A. Fecking. Break.

It made me angry, and anxious, and I didn’t sleep very well last night – I’m going to have a stroke! I’m going to die! – but this morning I feel a little more reasonable and I know what I have to do and I accept that I have to do it. We all know someone who smoked and drank everyday, ate whatever they wanted, never exercised and yet still lived to be 100, right? Yeah, well, that’s not going to be me. Bad genes, mostly, but also a general winter laziness and fondness for sweets are my burdens to bear. Never mind all the fat people who do what they want and still live forever, I have to exercise and lay off the pastries if I want to live to be 100, and I do.

Thinking that I’ll be okay because I’m doing better than someone I work with who weighs twice what I do, or someone who doesn’t exercise at all ever – I rode my bike over 1000 miles this summer, after all – is not serving me well. Forget joy, comparing myself to other people in this way is likely to steal my health, if not my life, and I need to just get over it. Do what needs to be done. Period. Suck it up, Buttercup. Figure out a way to get some exercise this winter. Say “no” to the goodies in the break room everyday (and the lovely blueberry scones that call to me in the grocery store bakery every week).

Surely I can manage those two things again. I wish I didn’t have to, cuz geez, I hate going to the gym, and OMG, do I love sugar cookies (and scones). I have to do what’s right for me – in all things – and just not think about what other people are doing. It’s right for them – great! Not right for me. Oh well.

That’s life.



6 thoughts on “Only 7? Cool!

  1. Retro Roxi December 5, 2018 / 8:49 am

    Great post! It took a lot of years to get here myself once I decided to “Stay in my own lane” and learn to just live my life my way without comparing it to others. 🙂

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    • wsquared December 5, 2018 / 9:16 am

      I think it’s one of those things that only comes after life has hit you over the head 10,000 times to convince you. LOL!

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      • Retro Roxi December 5, 2018 / 9:32 am

        Yeah, life ‘happens’ and they don’t even give you a helmet for it. LOL

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  2. Michelle at The Green Study December 5, 2018 / 11:07 am

    Sounds like we’re both in a “reckoning” stage – coming to terms with choices and realizing we have to make different ones. It completely bites, but the alternative is worse, I suppose.


    • wsquared December 5, 2018 / 11:46 am

      Certainly worse! So not fair, though. 🙂


  3. Heide December 5, 2018 / 12:08 pm

    Life is SO not fair, is it? But you’re right that it’s both useless and potentially destructive to focus on others’ good fortune and enviable cholesterol profiles. You’re wise to focus on what’s best for you — and hopefully what’s best will include the occasional blueberry scone. 🙂

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